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The Man from Zero: One
by Pete Nicholls (c)2013
Chapter One: Trap of Cards
Sometimes I wish I could skip to the end of my life.
It's not that I don't want to live. As I stare forward into my future, I find myself wishing to already put it behind me.
The first time I realized this, I had only just been sentenced to life in Living Stasis. They found me guilty of something I actually did, so I can't complain too much. The only problem I have with that is, that life in LS is really much worse than being dead. You're stuck there--awake but immobile. Alone with your thoughts, with your fears, with your guilt, with the things you've done. But I don't want to die, either. It's a strange thing to say, but after all the things I've seen and done, even since that day when the young man from Two came to see me, I still have things to do in this truly fucked up life of mine.
Though, at that moment, I was staring at a wall. A mess of gray and silver that seemed to reflect the dull depression that my life had become. I saw no way out but through. I had no lawyer to appeal my sentence and I wasn't stupid enough to expect some sort of pardon for what I did. I knew when I broke the law no one would be defending my actions and everything I'd done during the Poor War. Ridiculously, nobody ever gets blamed for what we did. We were getting paid incredibly well to put down the "Revolting Ones" as our employers called them. We were called heroes for what we did. Yet, before too long, I stopped being a hero and started being something else. A convict. A convict with no one left on his side. So, as I sat in my holding cell, before getting shipped off to the Life Stasis camp in the Australian sub-desert, I was surprised to receive a visitor.
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